I guess there comes a phase in every person’s life, when things just don’t seem lively at all… We prefer to stay at home, doing nothing… hardly attend calls because we do not want to speak a lot… don’t really wanna hang out with friends too much either.. and spend almost all the time available by ourselves…. Other people looking at us, then start sympathizing with us thinking something went gravely wrong … but its just that we want to spend time with ourselves…. I am going through such a phase at present…
Since my childhood days, I haven’t really mingled with a lot of people… yes, I did play games such as cricket and football in school and on weekends… or just hang out with some friends doing “Tafrigiri”…. But somehow all this seems to have just blanked out of my life at present…. I guess too much of anything is always bad for the heart and soul.. and my saturation point arrived when I moved back to Bangalore in August 2011.
Since the time I came back, I have practically stayed at home on all the weekends.. there were a few weekends when I did go out, but then it was more like me going for a movie that I wanted to watch badly…. This, coming from a situation, where I was out of my home for 14 hours daily back in Hyderabad… After office hours (as mentioned on paper), I would go and play TT like crazy… From 6PM to 9:30-10:00 at night… and I used to enjoy every moment of it… Nowadays, I get bored after playing a few games, and prefer to just come back home and relax…. Sometimes, I wonder if this happens with a lot of people… or is it that I am just “acting up”….. whatever be the situation.. I prefer to ignore all suggestions at present.. and like they say… ignorance is bliss…
